Podcast

Episode 1 | Internalized Ableism

In the inaugural episode of the Crutches And Spice Podcast, Imani talks about Internalized ableism and ways to combat it.

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2 comments

  1. Thank you so much Imani, this is a really wonderful piece. As a kid who grew up wearing a brace on my leg that image of Forest Gump running and his braces fell off had such impact on my view of myself. I only heard the term ‘internalized ablism’ earlier this year and it stopped me right where I was and I immediately started googling. One of the first articles I came across was your “7 Lying Thoughts That Prove Internalized Ableism is Real” and I’ve been a fan ever since. So it’s really cool your podcast started here. Looking forward to hearing more!

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  2. Hey there sibling,
    sky here,
    Wadó (thank you)
    Very delighted to hear your confirming words, encouragement and clarifications.

    For me on a personal level, I’ve always had to ask where do I pass, the first oppression that was introduced to me was through racism. The internal racism recording or message I got “that there’s nothing wrong with you, sticks and stones will break bones but words will never hurt you, exemplifications that were offered as a thing I must tolerate and have lower expectations people doing the right thing.
    In other words, I was to settle and take things as a grain of salt. I don’t think self-empowerment comes easily for anyone.
    That spilled over as a thing of “just deal with it” it’s not that bad. Later in life starting around age 24, I was hearing things suggesting I’m hypochondriac, manic depressive, or somehow its my fault to just get over it and push on.
    Well into my 40s I would hear things like we can’t confirm that because that was in your childhood. I could not get people to understand that the childhood abuse was beginning to show its long-term effects physically mentally emotionally spiritually and the isolation was a huge factor. Yes I got help in school when it came to reading and writing but I never got over dyslexia, I never got over the seizures that had been mistaken for years. I never got past the limitations that come over my body. I never got past the fatigue and the exhaustion. I have lived with it but I have no idea how successful I might be, except today my success is I’m alive. I have remained against all the odds. I have survived and endure all the wrongs and it’s been solely up to me to make it right. I am new to the disabled community but I’m not new to disabilities. I think your words will break the silence for a lot of folks and that in itself is appreciative.
    thank you.

    My hidden disability as a survivor of shaking baby syndrome (TBI), fetal alcohol (spectrum) dyslexia
    Seizure disorder
    Late deafness.
    Kept my abuser safe and no one and I mean no one should live with that type of silence.

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